Well, things have been interesting as of late.  Saturday I dislocated my knee/leg and got to sit around for 10 hours with the feeling of my shin bone about to pop out ^^  Then Sunday we worked on the yard all day, that was hard -.-' 

The Monday, I didn't have high school.  Wednesday (Yesterday) was ACT day and that was...meh.  The math part wasn't what I was expecting, it was pretty difficult.  So was the science part but I made it through!  Yay! 

Then today...I was asked to prom.  I don't like the person who asked me though and he's asked me out before in freshman year.  He's liked me for practically three years and I keep turning him down... Tomorrow though, I'm going to say no to his invite.  I wish I could explain the reasons why I don't like him but whatever I say seems to be "just an excuse" to most people.  Oh well...we'll see what happens tomorrow.

That's about all that has been happening with my week!  Oh!  And I've been talking to Kraven a lot more! Hehe ^^;

Thank you for reading!
-Sammie

I have pictures of the Grand Canyon.  I hope everyone enjoys them!

Waterfalls: One...Two...Three...Four...Five...Six...Seven...Eight...Nine...Ten...Eleven...

Grand Canyon: One...Two...Three...Four...Five...Six...Seven...Eight...Nine...Ten...Eleven...Twelve...Thirteen...Fourteen...

Well, there you go.  If there are any problems, please tell me and I'll try to fix them ^^

Thank you for reading!
-Sammie

Ha!  Okay, this is funny but it's bad at the same time, I guess.  An interesting fact: Colorado Springs is the second highest city for comitting suicides.  Wow, now isn't that interesting? lol  I find it humorous.  Las Vegas is the highest, of course but to think that Colorado Springs, a quaint town that is just now getting big is the second highest in the country?!  Ha!

That's my humor for today >.>

Thank you all!

(Kraven, high-tail you little bum back as soon as possible!  Grr!)

-Sammie ^^

I'm crying and I don't know why.  I haven't been around anything particularly sad.  It's Springs Break, I should be happy that I don't have school for a long time and I get to go to the Grand Canyon again but still...I'm crying.

I think the last time I cried like this was when Kraven and Cassie broke up.  This is strange...really strange...

I think that for once I'd like to talk to someone and actually spill my heart out about supposed awful things that happened in my past.  I mean, for someone to listen to another person's problems, give advice and still find ways to correct the situations can be tiring and you really have to learn how to have a strong spirit.  But I'd like to talk to someone and tell them my problems without feeling guilty or selfish or having them turn the situation around to make me feel sorry for them.  It sounds harsh but I think I'd like to be selfish, at least a little bit...

Hardly anyone knows about what I have endured and, until now, I have been content with that.  Sometimes I like people to think that I haven't gone through rough times, or had a bumpy past but other times I just need to talk about memories to keep them at bay for a few more years.  I have so many mysteries that I know most of my friends have no knowledge about.  Some don't care and some do but then there are others than I'm not too sure about.

Don't get me wrong though, I'll still listen to their problems and concerns, give them my advice and help as much as I can because I like doing that sort of thing.  But sometimes having a serious conversation is good for the soul. 

I have been told many times that I'm so innocent and naive but to me, I don't think I am anything of the sort.  I always think I am a lot more grown up than I really am but is that a bad thing?  Maybe I should remain innocent...

Tell me...when snow melts, what does it become?

-Sammie